This illustration's mofit also started to thinking that describing myself. However, differ from previous illustration, I wanted to express present's myself who look back on past. Also, I thought these two illustrations can describe myself more effectively.
Actually, I had a time that I suffered from gloomies, it was unimportant for my whole life. I consider these past time was regrettable when I reminisce about it now and evenly I think that to overcome this emotion was fortunate. For these reasons, I tried to describe both of these emotions.
Fish which held by standing girl means gloomies of past and fishes which swimming through out of window mean present's grown myself. Also, books and papers on floor imply trace of distress.